Apology

[Miki Sonozaki]

Jesus, oh Jesus, I'm sorry Lord... I lied, I tried to play church- Without thinking about how much that would offend You. I lied about everything! I knew that what I was hearing from Landover Baptist Church was true- I was just too stuck in my blindness to respond. So You let my father walk out on me. It got my attention, but I was still lying and outright breaking and violating your commands. You gave me so much... and I wasted it for 19 years. When I look back now, I feel sickened by everything I've done.
I want to make things right with You. Lord I just want a fresh start... that's all I ask for. Lord, I beg of You- cleanse me, restore me, renew me. I repent of my deceit. I just want to feel Your power surrounding me. I can't do it alone.
To anyone who ever read a thing on this site- I'm sorry for deceiving you all. Landover Baptist Church is not as bad as I made it seem. They are True Christians. I, on the other hand, am starting to seek God truly. I only hope that one day I can have the kind of faith that they do.